| Again- this time with a fantasy world option. |
[Mar. 26th, 2005|12:46 am] |
So again with the jerk girl friend... Actually, two jerk girl friends... Well, one's just clueless, the other one is just a jealous moron... Whatever.
I'm so tired. I just want to be alone for a while. A whole weekend by myself sound great. Yeah, I'd do everything for myself, but that eliminates the possibility that I would have any sort of contact with any human being. TV could be an option, but I haven't decided yet.
But since we all know that will never happen, I need to go ahead and get back to real life. Thank God (seriously) for sleep. It's a wonderful time of pure rest, nothingness, etc.
That's all. |
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| Schizophrenia |
[Feb. 5th, 2005|09:52 am] |
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Do you know someone who has the absolute strangest attitude? The person I have in mind I have known for a while, but still can't figure out. On minute, she's ok- generally in a decent mood, having fun, etc. Three hours later, she doesn't utter a word to me. Is this schizophrenia or a bipolar disorder? The world may never know...
I have another friend, who, since I started dating someone, has been acting weird and sometimes like a jerk. There's history there, but that's a whole other story. Moving right along, he's been very short with me, he never calls anymore, he makes mean jokes, he pokes fun at when I used to like him. I don't know what to do, but I'm just near ready to kick him in the balls (sorry to be so graphic).
So explain to me, why can't people just act normal... just once?!? I don't understand! I'm so angry, why does everyone have to take all of their crap out on me? I assure you, whatever it is you think I did to deserve it has to be wrong.
To the guy friend- If you're jealous that I'm seeing someone else now, let me tell you this: YOU HAD YOUR CHANCE. Yeah, remember when I liked you? Remember when you laughed about it and acted like a middle-schooler about it? Remember when I approached you because I figured you were too chicken to ask me out? Remember when it all backfired? Yeah well, I guess now it's my turn to break your heart... but I'm not that kind of person, sorry. I still want to be your friend, but apparently you can't even handle that.
To the girl friend- I have known you way too long and put up with your crap way too long to go through this again. I know you remember when a mutual friend used to pull the same stunts and how much it hurt my feelings. Take a look at yourself, who does that remind you of? Enough said. |
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| So here it is... |
[Feb. 4th, 2005|01:31 am] |
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Hello. Just starting this thing up so I can rant about a bunch of meaningless messes that clutter my life. I'm not a depressed or angry person, honest, I just need this purely to whine and so I can be a happier person to others. I also just want to be able to freely think without worrying about who is going to read this and who will be offended. So enjoy the future entries, no matter how simple or moving.
Goodnight. |
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